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Saturday, 08 August 2009
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A much needed break.
It's time. I ought to take a break, from work. If not, I'll probably break.
It's the first time since I was born, that I finally had a super stiff, tensed up shoulder. Am I stressed up? I dunno.
My body is starting to ache in various places. Places where its usually linked to stressed. I guess I'm heading to a massive break-down. Am I using too much of my stored 'battery' that I am soon depleted? I just don't feel tired. Never tired. I can feel my body is giving up. Mind over body huh?
I'm tendering my resignation on the 15th this month. Shall take a short break or trip of to some beaches to r&r for once. Need to take a really good break before I continue on with my next journey of life. I'm planning on going overseas to study already. Hook up with a couple of my friends in Perth and Melborne. Started researching and planning on the next course of actions. Sigh. I'm miss a few people around. But most likely it'll only happen after new year next year.
The clock has start ticking. My next up and coming project which I wanna accomplished is to get a house. :) Been saying it since not-too-sure-when.
Anyway, short term goals is to relax one corner late this month. Still hunting for interested parties.
Have a good and enjoyable National day's eve. ciao./
Tuesday, 04 August 2009
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Meaning of love.
Can anybody enlighten me on the meaning of love? Is there really such things as love?
What is love. Its untouchable, odorless, formless. But why is it so many people get obsessed with this thing call love? Why can we feel something that is not real? It sometimes gives me the creeps just with this thoughts.
Love, is a many splendid things. I got this line from a movie. Love gives us life. Love gives us energy. I did once thought I felt love before. But to think back, when it's gone, it felt so empty, surrreal. Can we do without love? I don't know.
Maybe this love I felt is not true love. Maybe I haven't really love somebody. Maybe that is why I'm very skeptical about love. But I do know love can hurt. And it hurts more than any physical pain I've experience. Its so strong, that the aftermath of it lingers long after its gone. And it never did recovers. Never.
Thus maybe some of you out there who think you are a love guru, or a saint, can enlighten me on what really is love. I'm willing to listen and understand, but am not willing to try again. Please let love be gone.
I'm nonchalent to everything now. Natural barrier and protection against hurts. For I am free.
Monday, 03 August 2009
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The simple joy of life
Have you ever wondered, what is the best things in life? Well, I have, and I'm always thinking.
Sometimes, the best thing that can happened to you have already happened, but we human are sometimes oblivious to the things that is going around to even notice it. Complacency is the word. We tend to get so comfortable with the life we're already having that, we ignore everything. Be it relationship, work, and most of the time, family bonds.
I on the other hand, always feel that everything that have happen to me is probably the best things that can ever happen already. For instance, people always feel they have a shitty job, low wages, long working hours, fucked up boss............ but did it ever occurs to you that this is perhaps the best thing that is happening to you at this point of life? Using this example, let me point out some things that are most-of-the-time forgotten. You may have a lousy dirty job, but friendship in your workplace is the best thing, learn to build a strong bond, treasure your friends. Office politics often happens, but those who participate in this 'political struggle' are often those who fail to realise that friendship is important. Long working hours gives you the opportunity to create that strong bond. Complaining about low wages, what is acceptable pay? How much is enough? Are you putting in enough effort? Reflect! Are you sure you can get a better job than this? Everything could be so simple.
Family bonds, when you start working, you'll unknowingly start to drift away from your family. Spending less time together because of work is the cliche reason everybody use. Can you even remember when is the last time you spend a quality and memorable time out with your family? I can't. Everybody starts working, and everybody starts to shout 'tired' and they've no time for conversation, much less COMMUNICATION. People see it as alright. But think about it, when one of that particular family member suddenly disappear from your life, then you will really regret it for the rest of your life. Think about it. We have brains for a reason.
I've lost many true friends, I've gain many hi-byes, I've been hurt, I've teared. But I'm happy. Everybody envys babies. They always think they're so innocent, so simple, only have to worries about their hungry tummies. We on the other hand, can be as simple as a baby. Not to complicate things in our head, just express your feelings, just smile, cry, laugh, tear without hiding. Don't be afraid of getting hurt. Let your feelings flow, be true to people. That is me.
I'm a simple man. Let's us all be true to our heart. Love me for who I am and I'll love you back more. Share a simple laugh, hug a simple hug, kiss a simple kiss. Simple joy of life. That's who I am.
Tuesday, 21 July 2009
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Living life lifeless.
Let me begin with this quote.
Death... is often a bittersweet occasion to us Catholics. Bitter in the pain it causes the deceased ... and their families. Sweet to those who know the salvation that awaits them. And some may ask, what is death. Is it the end? Or is it the beginning? And what is life? What is this thing we call life? Death... is often a bittersweet occasion to us Catholics. Bitter in the pain it causes the deceased ... and their families. Sweet to those who know the salvation that awaits them. And some may ask, what is death. Is it the end? Or is it the beginning? And what is life? What is this thing we call life? Death... is often a bittersweet occasion to us Catholics. Bitter in the pain it causes the deceased ... and their families. Sweet to those who know the salvation that awaits them. And some may ask, what is death. Is it the end? Or is it the beginning? And what is life? What is this thing we call life? Death... is often a bittersweet occasion to us Catholics. Bitter in the pain it causes the deceased ... and their families. Sweet to those who know the salvation that awaits them. And some may ask, what is death. Is it the end? Or is it the beginning? And what is life? What is this thing we call life? Death... is often a bittersweet occasion to us Catholics. Bitter in the pain it causes the deceased ... and their families. Sweet to those who know the salvation that awaits them. And some may ask, what is death. Is it the end? Or is it the beginning? And what is life? What is this thing we call life? Death is often a bittersweet occasion to us. Bitter in the pain it causes the deceased and their families. Sweet to those who know the salvation that awaits them. And some may ask, What is death? Is it the end? Or is it the beginning? And what is life? What is this thing we call life?
I'm not morbid. And I'm not a pessimist. But sometimes I just wonder, where do we go after we die? Is there a Heaven? Or is there an afterlife?
We are born to die. That is a fact. 100%, undisputable truth. We are here all because of our parent's sweet union. We are nothing more than a sperm and an egg. But we created this beautiful world. God created them to be exact. We destroy them.
I've seen many friends of mine that have already past on. Sad at first, but as you grow older, you realise that this is part and parcel of life. We're all gonna die one day. So why not make the fullest of what you have today?
Will I wake up tomorrow morning? Will I breathe in now and never breathe out again? Will I walk on the streets and *BANG* Nobody knows.
This leads people to get into a relationship. A form of mutual support that we, humans, needs. A fictitious yet fulfilling act of being together with a presumably loved ones. An act of deceiving the other party to believe that "till death do us part". What is love really for?
Alright. Brainstorming session is almost up. Will update again soon. Loves.
shandylander1986
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- Name: Andy
- Country: Singapore
- Metro: Singapore
- Birthday: 5/17/1986
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 9/6/2005

